Guys..Just like Bitches!

Yo.

So this has become my basic place to vent. To vent about many things that bother me and today will be no different. So yesterday I was with a few friends on a somewhat blind date arrangement. [Which I don’t do] but there was a free trip to mars in it, so I went. While on Mars one of my friends' friends said “What? If he tell you I got shit on him. Like he making ya girl here [pointing at me] a hot topic. Telling all her business.” in response to a comment she made about getting information from her boyfriend since the guy wouldn’t tell her. Now of course I knew he was talking about me, and I knew exactly what he was talking about. But he didn’t think I heard it, and I'd like to keep it that way.

He was referring to how her boyfriend discusses me with his boys. How he tells "my business", meaning all the bullshit ass rumors that he's heard about me. Making me out to be a hoe, as usual. Now of course by this statement I’m not surprised. But the fact that he’s been talking about this shit for sooo long bothers the fuck out of me. People wonder why I have a trust problem with guys. Well he is a prime example. This is a guy I would consider myself cool with but is one of the main niggas spreading that bullshit...keeping me as a "hot topic". And as of now, I have a dislike for him. He's just like a bitch. If this blog were anonymous I'd tell names, but since it’s not I'll try to keep the peace. He along with so many other guys have taught me to keep to my damn self. It’s been so many situations too similar to this one that I've had to deal with. So many guys I want to call my brother or bestie but they talking about me harder than any bitch could. They act so fucking cool in my face...but then I hear all the shit they tell they boys. Bragging about what I do...like they've ever had the chance. And if you ask half of the guys I know I’m sure they THINK they could get this pussy. Because they've heard too many times that’s its easy. But in all reality all of them have tried...and have they fucked?! No, have they gotten this pussy they claim is so easy? No. But still I’m just another nasty easy girl to them. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of all the bullshit, all the fucking rumors...even all the truths. No matter what at the end of the day my sex life is MY business and no one else’s. So one of his [my friends boyfriend] friends want to talk to me. He's trying to pursue me. And I want nothing to do with ANY of his friends. Because I can’t help but think that these are the same guys he talking about me to, the guys that share his opinion on me. The guys that after all his stories just want to see how easy/good it is! And will be getting nowhere, as so many others that have tried. And it’s not just him, I have soo many dudes trying to keep contact with me, but they the main ones talking all that shit about me. I’m not as naive as they think though. I know all their opinions, I note it and move on. Shit gets old. This post isn’t about rumors because I could write for years. It’s about guys being just as fake as bitches. Guys being just as messy, gossiping just as much [if not more] as females. JUST Bitch traits.

#1-Don’t come trying to talk to me if you only here because of bullshit that I’m supposedly had done.

#2- If you gone talk about me don’t be in my face trying to be cool.

#3- Cut all that fake shit out--it isn’t cute nowhere.

Boys with bitch traits are not for me. I’m sorry! Every day I can add to my long list of "why the fuck I’m not talking to guys now". EVERYDAY?! How ridiculous is that. ?! Anyway this is too long, still not all I have to say--but I do feel a little better. Tell me your thoughts, until next time......................

TOODLES!